Maybe later...

Ok I have lots to post about...but maybe later...I need to re-teach Rachele how to knit...and she is pestering me about it!!! LOL....soon I will even post pictures!!

And now the news...

I hope no one on FB checks my blog...but I can't keep it bottled up anymore...

My best friend is pregnant...I told her she wasn't done...I'm supper excited!!!

Now if only I can get my body in gear!!!

I have news...

No I'm not pregnant...

That's all I'm saying for now...

Makes you wonder doesn't it...

I need to take pictures...

We put up lights and a blow up yard thing...I need to take pictures.

We have the tree up...I need to take pictures.

I'm getting my hair done Thursday...I need to take pictures.

We are letting Rachele chop her hair Thursday also...I need to take pictures.


Do you get my point...I also need to post my pictures from Rachele's baptism...at least we took them...we almost forgot.

In the mood...

I'm slowly getting in the Christmas mood...I asked Lee where he wanted the tree...he said I think where the kids desks are...I said how about in the foyer? He doesn't think it will fit where I said but I want to try it anyway...

We went light hunting...waiting for the guy who goes all out to put his lights up in full swing...I might take pictures and post them.

I feel like making my Christmas cards but I'm not sure yet...if I can't get them done this weekend then I will just have to use my store bought ones from years past.

I have worked a lot of overtime and had some blessings from prayers so I feel better about our money situation!!! Tithing does work!!! But most of you that read this already know that...lol!

I promise to post some pictures once we get the decorations going!!!! I haven't posted pictures in months...

This is unheard of from me...mostly!

Blogging twice in one day and again the next...crazy!

We are busy little beavers...moving things around and going to feed the elders. A big thanksgiving dinner...we had a small turkey and figured what better way to use it.

I am feeling very inspired...by the gospel...but I'm just not sure what to with it!!! CRAZY!!

hooray...

I can blog from my laptop!!! Small victory!!

Feeling better...

I am feeling better...I have no energy! I won't bore you with the details just say its a women thing... ;)

I still have not gotten an answer for my prayers...in time it will come. I feel better about things so maybe that's the answer...just wait!

I have stepped up my readings...bible, BOM, D&C, even some of the little handbooks the church puts out...I'm sure in time I will feel like that is helping too.

Love the great support I have from my blog friends!!!

Oh and I found a link to switch back to the old blog version....maybe I can blog from my laptop again....

Don't Pity Party....

Ok some of you might have seen my post on FB that I want to have a pity party... I really do put decided against it after about the 10th time I cried. Lee told me to go to Heavenly Father in prayer... did that no answer yet...

Here is why...yet again I'm having pergancy symptoms but its not for me because I tested and nope only one line! So as my body likes to be over sensitive to others being pregnant I guess in time it will go away!!! I have come to my own conclusion that even though Heavenly Father gave me the answer of 3 children that maybe the one I miscarried is supposed to be the one that waits for me in heaven. Bringing me to the total of 3...while I'm not happy about this if that's what he has planned for my family so be it...who am I to question it?

Reason 2...the house we moved from the guy that owns it...that sold it with in a few days of us giving him the keys...wants $32,000 for the remainder of the balance so we are fighting it out with a lawyer and praying things go our way. I honestly think the guy thinks we have more than we do...just because my in laws have money does not mean I have money. I live pay check to pay check...

Reason 3...because I live pay check to pay check we are slowly falling into a hole...I can't pay the bills by myself and if Lee works we spend even more in daycare costs...so its not worth him working. I could pick up a second job but I'm worn out from my 1st job I'm not sure I could handle another job even if it was just one day a week.

So thats my pity party...but I've decided not to have it and just do as my husband says pray and the Lord we provide an answer...

So much to blog about...

Ok so here is the long post maybe...

Lee: finally got a calling...Ward Missionary Leader!!! Yikes!!! Ok we think we were lead to this ward for this...Lee feels very prepared for it! I'm not sure how but hey we are going to role with it.

Me: I finally got my letter from school that says I meet all graduation requirements...yippie!!! If you are my friend on FB you can see the letter!!!

I still can't blog from my laptop...kind of bummed but I can comment so I guess 50% is better than nothing...

I don't have calling yet but I'm sure it will come soon. Really wanting something with adults but I don't get to choose so I will go where I'm needed...and I'm sure I will learn from it!

I'm looking for another job not to leave my current job but to pick up more money...With Lee not working its getting tight. Plus my loans are going to be due soon and that will make it tighter!! At least the house payment is half what it was!

I feel like I'm a slug lately...I think depression might be setting in again. I will monitor it...I think some of it stems from my lack of getting pregnant. I know when Heavenly Father wants us to continue to grow our family and when its time it will happen but its very upsetting every month.

I had to have a stress echocardiogram because when I went to my new doctor the EKG showed a bundle branch block which could go either way...good or bad! Well when I went for the stress echo it was fine...prayers work!! Not cleared from the doctor yet but I'm sure its good...should get my blood test results soon too, just routine stuff but my thyroid info should be very low...I haven't taken that med in months because my old doctor stopped listening to me, so I stopped listening to him and switched doctors!

House: Lots of stuff going on...new steps off the back, new flowerbed minus the dirt and unpacking!!! We realized yesterday that we have not found our WOK so no stir fry :(

Rachele is about half way through her state testing...they do that here every year from 3rd grade through 5th...then again in Jr. high and all through high school once you pass the section in high school your done and then you get a sticker on your diploma...yes I said sticker...its crazy!! The tests are totally not anything what I learned in school when I took them so I'm sure they haven't gotten any better. Or maybe its just because we moved so much and I did not get the same schooling as everyone else!!

Kenny is loving school. He has one kid in class that has issues...to the point to were we even noticed that the teacher shows her dislike...not that she is mean to him or anything but in the morning when we drop him off she is like "Hi kids good morning...and then shes like oh hi R****...I don't want to post his name...you can hear he tone change and everything. I hope he is not in Kenny's class next year because his a bit of a bully.

ok new blog set up...

So I wanted to see the new set up blogger said they had...I clicked on it and guess what...it totally does not work on my lap top...so the old desk top is going to be my new blog computer!!! Oh well...at least I can post...right?

So blogging sucks...

I can't long into my blog via my computer...downloaded blogger on my iPod touch...at least I can post...anyone else having issues?

House update...

We have about 1/3 of the house unpacked. Mostly because Lee has done it! Thank goodness for a stay at home dad. Our house would be lost without him. Oh and I have to take a picture of my awesome piano...just need to get some lessons...any ideas on how to find someone local?

Anywho...how is everyone in blog land??

Super happy....

Oh and I found out that the city we moved to WILL allow # chickens with approval from your neighbors....so maybe this coming EASTER we will get some baby chicks....later I will expalin to why easter!!! Some of you might already understand......

Soooooo....

So I have to tell you....I'm not Pregnant....even though I wish I was!!!

I have not started as of yet but its coming....I have pink...so for tmi but I know people were wondering...on to the next month!!!!

Maybe once I get pregnant I will share my ordeal...it could help someone I'm sure!!!

Oh the agony...

I feel like this is going to consume me...my stomach is so upset. It has been for days. It gets better through the day and then the heartburn kicks in. One might speculate that I'm pregnant. Which would not be a bad thing...we are trying but I don't want to get my hopes up because of the extra stress of the move I might just be LATE from that...I also fear getting pregnant again because of the miscarriage a year and a half ago. I know that I did not cause the loss of that baby but I still can't help but wonder...

Ok so it might not be agony but the emotions are...

I'll keep you posted...(now that I have it out in the open I'll end up getting my period)

Hey family that checks this don't over react that I did not say anything I'm just a few days late and needed to say something and this is the best way...for now...if I remain late I will of course send out the proper texts to all of your phones!!!

I promised pictures....

But I don't have them...I have to figure out how to get them off my phone and on to the blog...but if your my facebook friend you can see them there...

I love it...The big move is the 20th. We hope to be in the new ward on the 21st...or thats what I'm thinking...not sure what Lee is thinking!!!

Once we get settled I will take some pics with my camera and post them...

The day is almost here...

We finally get to close on the house...at 3pm on 8/4!!! I am so happy. I will take lots of pictures and post them here and on FB!!!

Where are my friends???

So I have a few friends who are keeping us posted...I know 3 of them are moving so I understand them...but what about the rest of you. Emily and Anna are the most active at the moment. So am I the only one missing my friends? Love you guys and keeping up with your families!!!

Testimony....

OK I don't usually jump on the testimony soap box...but I have to share.

I got an e-mail from the loan guy and he just wants to touch base on the new job and so on. I e-mail him back and tell him I will have 30 days on the job on the 20th which will also give me 2 paychecks. Later that day the realtor calls and wants to talk about the deal...which changed because they dropped the house price due to the appraisal being lower than they thought...yea us! Anyway, I was at work so I emailed my loan guy and ask him to find out because I get really bad reception at work and can't call him back.

I get and e-mail saying that our portion of closing has gone up a bit...about 2000 bucks! I thought oh no Lee is going to say never mind. So I keep thinking and find a quite moment to pray (that's hard at work) and decide I will let Lee know when I get home.

I come home and tell Lee whats up and he says that's fine. After asking why it went up. Well mostly because we have to pay the taxes...which I think is wrong as we won't be able to move in until August which is when the taxes are due but hey I'm getting my house so why push it. The other reason is because they aren't paying any closing cost because they dropped the house price from 79,900 to 65,000...again yea for us!!

So this past Sunday I was thinking yes I said thinking about paying tithes...I was thinking because I knew the money would be tight in order to make up the extra money...before leaving the house I grabbed my check book and head out. My thought was just do it. I did and guess what they money has worked out!!! SWEET!!!! We are so blessed to be able to stay on track with this. Heavenly Father most really want us to go back to our old ward...which we did like!!! I should really say love. It's the closest to our home ward (Fort Wayne) that we have found in our ward changes!! We just need a few more youngsters (in the ward) and we will be all set!!

So when I have more details on the closing and all that jazz I will be sure to post!!

Bummed...

So our 11 year anniversary was on the 7th and I had to work so we said we will do something fun over the weekend.

We decided to support our local farmers and go to the roadside fruit stand that we used to pass on the way up to Lee's grandpa's house...well we drive out there only to see its not open :(

We think well maybe the season is to early so we drive a little farther and see another that is open but only has flowers...not what we wanted...we keep going and found one that is open and has a limited supply of fruit. We buy about 50 bucks worth of fruit and leave.

We get home and I tell Lee that our day sucked...he says well you said that's what you wanted to do. I said to him yes that's what I wanted but I was bummed that we did not get to do exactly what we wanted. I then say we really need to start planning something for our anniversary because even last year on our 10th which is an important milestone we did not do anything from the best of my memory.

We aren't into extravagant things...like a big trip to an exotic place, a trip to Disney (only because we think the kids would not fully enjoy it), or some other big thing.

I just want a weekend away...maybe a hotel with an indoor water park or something like that. I hope next year this will be possible. With my new job they offer LOTS of perks...discounts galore at all kinds of places. Maybe just maybe for our 12th we can plan a big trip north to Great Wolf Lodge.

Sooooo....

Well we are a one income family. We will see after the move if I need to get another job to help with the bills. I'm thinking not because our house payment will be half what it is now and it includes taxes and insurance!! Can you say blessing??? Thanks everyone for your thoughts and prayers!! We should be moving in August a few months behind schedule but it will be worth it.

Utter madness...

I won't go into detail but we have some major decisions to make...including Lee quitting his job and me finding a contingent job to make up for the income loss. This is hard for both of us. Lots of reasons why but like I said no details. Its too personal. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers as we could use the extra thoughts and prayers!!

June 10, 1945...

Today is my moms birthday. I miss her a lot today. She would have been 66. If you look at my facebook badge on the blog that is her last birthday with us here. We were told on June 9, 2009 that she was going to die it was just a matter of time...meaning within the next few weeks. Her heart was just not strong enough to fight any more. The only thing that would save her was a transplant...well she wasn't strong enough for a transplant either, so we got them to release her from the hospital after much complaining. She had one Dr that kept saying lets see what Dr Crawford says. After hearing that for like the 100th day...ok it wasn't 100 days but it sure felt like that. My dad finally got a hold of Dr. Crawford after talking to the patient advocate and she said that she talked to all her Cardiologist friends and no one was willing to even consider looking at her. We all knew that was the answer because her family Dr was very straight forward with us. So Saturday June 13th she came home. She was fine until Tuesday...she just went down hill. We got her signed into hospice and got all the stuff we needed. That was a rough day. She was in so much pain that it was heart breaking. Well we took shifts watching her and looking for any changes. Our friend (my sisters mother in law) took a turn through the night so we could try to rest. That was Wednesday...Tuesday night my dad stayed with her. At about 11:00 pm Wednesday my phone rang. It was Cathy she said she noticed a breathing pattern change and she thought we should all be there. Lee stayed home with the kids so they could sleep and not be so crabby with mommy not getting any sleep. We all take the time to sit by her side and talk with her. As the day went on we could see she was having more pain so we called the hospice group back and the nurse came out and said yes give her more meds and it should just be a matter of time based off her breathing pattern. Lee keep the kids away for most of the day helping my dad get the paperwork at the cemetery done. We had traded our grave plots for money we owned my dad a few years earlier when mom was really sick and we were told she would only live 6 weeks!! (It was actually 5 years that she lived). Lee had the kids go to daycare for the day. He helped dad with the paperwork and was headed to get the kids when I called him and said she was gone. I actually did not say the words but he know why I was calling. My dad was picking out her casket at the funeral parlor/home! He came home and we all cried and said our goodbyes and waited for her to be picked up. Where we live if a person dies at home while in hospice the police come and wait at the house until the body is picked up. It was about an hour total but it felt like forever. The kids came in and said their goodbyes...I don't remembe Rachele crying but Lee said she cried in the car on the way over from daycare. It was very upsetting to me not to see her cry because on the Monday before Lee's mom passed and she was balling her eyes out like I have never seen before. Any way mom had a great last rights reading on Wednesday, it was odd because she had not done anything or said anything for about 24 hours, she started saying the words to the Father that came...she even told us she wanted us to be happy. My parents are Catholic so we did not ask anyone if they wanted Lee to do anything with his priesthood. I'm not sure how receptive they are to our being Mormon. So that is my stroy for the day. Sorry so long and sad. I was able to not cry while typing it!!!

Is it over yet???

That is the ever lasting question at my house...we still have a week of school left. We start later (after Labor Day) and we have a few cushion days for snow...so we get out June 15. Rachele is so ready because she hates going to bed at 830 becasue it is still daylight out! I can only imagine what my nephew is going through in Alaska since they have hit the 24 hours of daylight!!! I don't feel very bloggy here lately so if I don't comment don't take it personal. I am checking them. I just don't feel it. I think it has to do with the extra stress of the move and new JOB!!!

CRAZZZYYYY!!!

2 posts in one day...unheard of for me but I have to tell/ask...

Ok the new job called and made an offer...so a few things to think about...in no order
* money...23.44 an hour which is up from my current 22.72...
* right now the offer is afternoons...yuck but hey we would save money in babysitting!
* its 40 hours instead of 36 so more money there...
* benifits package is a little better...Blue Cross/Blue Shield, Dental, 403b, Aflac just to name a few...
So I have to think and pray to fully know what to do!! Plus if we are going to keep trying to have baby 3 then we have to stop for about 3 months so I can get my full FMLA. So what to do?

Okay the new palce is farther away from home so the GAS thing could be bad but I am miserable at my current job and I so wish that things would change but they aren't anytime soon. I think this is why I'm getting more migraines...I could be wrong but they are stress induced sometimes...ok thoughts?

Sallie Mae...

Ok so yesterday I vented (somewhat) on FB about Sallie Mae!! Let me give you the full details!!

So last month I called to find out if I should send anything to them for my loans so I can get them into deferement because I'm back in school and we are trying to get the home loan. I was told by the rep on the phone that they reciecved an email on the 21st saying I was back in school and that it would take 21 days to process. I took this at face value because why would someone make that up? So I have been waiting thinking sometime this week it would clear.

Well my realtor called to see if we could be ready soon...so I log on to Sallie Mae and this is what they tell me...that they have not recieved anything from my college since August of 2010...ok so what happened to the email they supposedly got last month? Further more how in the heck to they have my new loans listed from the summer semester if they have not been contacted since back then? So after about 10 minutes of the rep saying I can't speak for the last person I said is there a supervisor I can speak to? after 20 minutes of waiting the supervisor tells me the same thing but adds to speed up the process I could have the school fax my enrollment form to them and it should only take 7 buisness days at the most to process. Really??? That is what I asked last month people...I'm trying to get a loan for a house and I don't want to lose anymore money if I can't close on time because of my loans!!!

So I called my school and got a hold of the people that do the loans...not fin. aid people the other ones that I can  barely say let alone spell. But anyway, I faxed her the info that she needed to fill out and she is faxing it to Sallie Mae!!! She laughed when I asked her why Sallie Mae is saying they have not recieved anything since last August?? She then said they do this all the time and she is sorry for the hassle. With any hope it will be all set by next week.

So if you need student loans from Sallie Mae and need to get a loan for any other major purchases make sure everything is all straight before you get the big loan even if you have to do the leg work...or just avoid getting loans from Sallie Mae altogether!!

I am so tired...

I am so tired of feeling tired. I need some answers. I think I need to go see my doctor and see if my thyroid is being approperately being treated...which I feel it isn't.

Here are some thoughts to why...fel free to look up hypothyroidism...as I'm not cool enough to link things to a post...sorry...1...my skin is so dry that even my awesome cruel is not working.
2...sorry for this...I am constipated all the time!!! 3...my hair is falling out. 4...my voice is more harsh...5...I can't loss weight!!! just to name a few!!!
...........can you feel my pain........oh and if it goes out of whack to far infertility issues happen like miscarriages and not getting pregnant at all!!

Busy Bees...

Starting with Friday...my crazy weekend...plus some!

So Friday I became an aunt again...Lee's brother and wife had their first baby. A healthy BOY!! 8lbs 2oz...21 inches...no pictures yet...we didn't get to meet him yet as we were sick :(

Saturday...I had to work and my nephew Nick turned 13!!! So we had a family gathering and I joined them after work...When we got home the neighbor was having a party for his wife for her birthday so we mingled a little and then came home to go to bed!!! I was so sleepy!

Sunday...I had to work and it is Mother's Day...I had a very nice relaxing day in the ICU only to critical patients which is low for us but hey I'll take it. Lee brought the kids up to eat a late lunch and hang out for a bit. I got off work and we eat dinner...yums. We are now home and relaxing. Kids in the bath...Lee on the phone with Tyler H...me on the computer of course!!

I decided last year for mother's day I would share a pepsi with mom because it was her favorite and I can relax with her and do something she enjoyed. Well this year because I had to work I could not go today...but tomorrow I'm going after my work mandatory training about healing without harm!! Hope everyone had a good Mother's Day!!

Yet another year...

So with Mother's Day coming...I am feeling very non motherly. Not so much that I think I'm a bad mom or anything!! I just find that it is hard to not think of my mom with Mother's Day coming. I changed my facebook profile pic to the same one my sisters have on their profile pics. So anyway I hope to "share" a Pepsi with her on Monday since I have to work on Mother's Day!!

Happy Mother's Day to all my blog friends!!

Just a few things....

Just a few things going on...in no order:

* the new cricut was launched today...oh how I want one...maybe after the move and I have some ideas for my old one!!

* talked to the realtor and finance guys today...we are on target for a middle of May begining of June close date!! Hurry up get here already!!!

* I have decided to start walking/jogging/running...so I ordered a jogging stroller for Kenny...that was fun looking for one that would hold him longer than a few months without paying over 300 bucks!!!

* I don't want to have a workout consume my time and thoughts...on that note calorie counting is going well...everytime I eat something my first thoughts are how many calorires and serving size. I hope to step on a scale and see some results soon...I don't want to get disappointed just yet :(

* I love that the weather is getting nicer even with the rain...the coldness is going away...I hope to stay away!

* Lee has finally (fully) gotten on the lets have another baby page...I think my miscarriage last year hurt him more than I thought...so maybe soon I will have that news too...its funny when I decide to lose wieght I think about having a baby...

* Easter was ok...I had to work so I really did not get to reflect the way I would like to have...plus it strikes me as an odd thing that I work for a Catholic Ministry hospital system and Easter is not a paid holiday or even a holiday they honor!! Other than Christmas you would think Easter would be the most important holiday! But what do I know!

* I don't think the spell check is working on blogger so forgive my spelling errors!

I can't help it!!!

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This is a link to get a new free cricut expression @ machine...the latest and greatest from provo craft!!!

thought...

So Lee and I have been doing the down size thing again...more so talk no action. We want to make sure we are on the same page before we act...that said here are some of our moving thoughts...in no order...

*get rid of our couch...whether someone picks it up (donation) or it hits the curb. It is not comfy and we are sick of it.
*keep the love seat for now so we have a place to sit...the kids love to sit on us and we don't mind and its only for a little while.
*get rid of things we don't use...which really isn't much since the flood but we still have a lot to get rid of.
*our food storage is shrinking...so to conserve some room and back work we are not going to replenish it until we move...we still have food but not a huge food storage...plus my dad has offered us to "shop" at his house...take his extras off his hands and clear out his food storage...I'm sure its so he can go buy more but hey I'm not knocking free food!!
*downsize our clothes...even though we will have a very nice WIC at the new house we don't want it full from the start...we both have clothes we don't wear so why not let someone else that could use them have them!
*keep the kids together...for now but get another bed for Rachele...thanks to my sister that will be cheap (free)!!
*try not to let it get the best of us!!

This time next week...

This time next week I should have an answer on the new job. the only thing I have to do is find my hard copy of my license...I can find my expired one but not my current one...eeekk! If nothing else I can try to get a new copy from the state!!! I need to change my address with them anyway!

I feel good about it however I will continue to pray and figure out for sure that this is what I am supposed to do!

wake up...

So I woke up with a blinding headache...I think it was from the "broken" sleep. I called into work to try to get more sleep. I took my meds and crawled back to bed. I woke up again at about 800 when Kenny joined me. I woke up again at 900 and it is still hear. Plus it is snowing...so the barametric pressure is not normal...go figure!!

On another note...I have school all squared away!!

non blog...

I haven't felt like blogging. I have lots to talk about...just haven't felt like blogging about them though!!

So here it is...

we put a bid on a house...so far it looks like its ours...no more flooded basement and clogged plumbing!!

I applied for a new job at a different hospital...looks promising...I go back for a staff interview and job shadow on the 20th.

I applied for a lead job at my current hospital...does not look like I'm getting it! It's ok with all the termole that is going on not sure I want to stay there...hence the other job interview!!

I got re-enrolled in school...by the end of this summer I hope to have my degree all done!!!

Over all a good day...

Church was good even though I have had a killer headache. We had an awesome talk with the Bishop after church. Confirming that we needed to talk to a higher power to get some guidance. I took a nap to help with my headache. We had an awesome late lunch/early dinner. Even though it is raining and my basement  will get wetter I'm ok with it! We think we have an answer and I will post more later...over all a good day!!

Sailor mom...

Hey I can't post comments on your blog...I just wanted to say I love the family photos you posted and the deep blue sea pics are awesome!!! Sorry I can't post on your blog!!!

blah...

Ok so we are not having any luck with things. However Lee has a promising job offer...it's not in heating and cooling but it is steady money and hours!! Which is what we need right now. I am also job searching to get out of hades...not sure I spelled it right! I am so drained from work that is straining my home life!

We are still trying to get some idea from our prayers on what we are supposed to do for a home!! We think we are supposed to down size and move into an apartment but we don't want to jump to quick just to make sure we are right! We want to make sure we are listening and hearing the spirit fully.

relief...

I have a moment of relief...

Lee has been dealing with the basement stuff now its my turn...

I think I have my comments thing figured out...but not sure.

Called a realtor to get the ball rolling on a house...even had the finace guy call already...its a different one than last years yahoo!!!  Thanks for the hug Shanna!!

UUGGHH!!!!!

Oh my goodness...I am so stressed!!! Ok so the basement is flooded with about 4 inches of water in some spots!!! So I guess we have some major clean up to do...and we get to de cluter!!

I tried calling the insurance company and got no where...I was so angry I was crying because I could not get a person on the phone!!! I ended up leaving a very emotional message with the claims guy on his voicemail. Hey I understand everyone needs a day off but it should be easier to talk to a person on the weekend!! When I started my insurance with them at age 16 you could call anytime day or night...overtime it has become one of those things that went to the wayside...its called customer service people!!!

Well we are waiting on a plumber and looking for houses...again. At least this one is a land contract so we can walk away with out hurting our credit. The owner of the house said he understands but can't help. He can't loan us the money to fix the problem...because being a home owner means more than making the payment. Duh you don't think I know that?? But he is forgetting we can't get a loan for the house because we don't have a loan in our name...its in his name!!! Oh well, we can cut our losses and move on to the next thing!!! Man I'm so stressed!!!

We did get some answers though on things...I do understand why I have not gotten pregnant yet...its because of all this hassle. Having to be healthy and and not lift anything would be a bigger hassle right now!!

Oh no...

So I'm posting comments and not doing anything wrong...I then try to post a comment and it won't let me. I figure blog issues so I'll post them later no biggy!!! I then go to log out and I get a message saying that my blog had been deleted!!! I went into panic mode!!!!!

Well I go through the motions that blogger says to and I get it restored!!! I think I might make my blog private becuase blogger said they suspended my account for suspicious activity!!! If it happens again I will for sure make it private. I did add some comment moderation and word verification so maybe that might help. Sorry guys...be mindful of you blogs!!

New me...

Starting tomorrow when Lee's alarm goes off at 630am...I'm going to roll myself out of bed and get up and moving!!!

I have been "soul searching" another way of praying for me!!! These are my answers thus far...
1. I need to read my scriptures more!
2. I need to get my house in order!
3. I need to be more mindful of the spirits guidance!!
4. If I want a new baby I need to get on and stay on the path Heavenly Father has laid before me!!!
5. I need to work on prayers...not just the bedtime ones and the ones for answers...all of them!!!!
6. I need to be a better mom and wife!!!!

These are not any order but all very important! So hears to a new me...Starting tomorrow...3/1/2011!!!

My blog...

So I have been looking at my last few posts...they are all about craziness going on or the giveaways...which in turn gets me no comments!

Ok so I understand about the giveaways...its just so I can enter to win more times so I don't care if I don't get a comment on those! However it bothers me that I didn't get any comments on my craziness. I try not to let it get to me but it does!! So here are a few new things to add to my list of things done and craziness...

1. I did my first swap meet and made a whooping 3 signs!! Which equals 30 bucks. Recouped the cost of the table rental and had some fun with my dad and sister. We are headed to Marshall next...

2. I got the Sure Cuts A Lot software for my Cricut and it has been a pain to get it to work. I finally got it to work on my desktop but I can't take that to swap meets to run the program!! So my dad bought an adapter thingy so I can go online with my HP laptop...well the darn cd drive did not work so now I guess I need to get a new laptop all together since my ACER isn't working right either!! So I get to save for that along with all the other stuff I need to save for!!!

3. The kids (really just Rachele) are on mid-winter break! So today is cleaning day for Rachele!!! Not going so good...I think she has been out in the livingroom more than she needs to be in order to get her room clean!!

4. We are trying to have another baby...when I say trying I mean we are not preventing...another month of a let down! I feel like why is this so hard. For Rachele it took me 9 months of not preventing, for Kenny it was 30 months, the miscarriage was 24 months! Why is it so long? I don't get it. Anyone with advice? I'm not over doing it, just not preventing it!!

5. The house seems to be in good order.

Roberts Crafts giveaway...

they hit 6000 followers on facebook so they are giving away a bunch of stuff...

http://blog.robertscrafts.com/2011/02/too-much-fun.html

Another Crazy weekend...

I had another crazy weekend but this one was at work!!

Saturday was not so bad we had a few ups and downs but not anything we could not handle. It was just really busy!! At the end of the day we did have a patient come in with respiratory distress and we had to put her on life support! I made it out of work on time...barely!!

Sunday on he other hand was CRAZY!!!! It started out from the beginning!!! I had just clocked in and started the split (which is what we use to give out our assignment for the day)...and they called a code blue...so 3 of my 4 therapists clock in and go help the night shift crew! It ends with us medevacing the patient out to another hospital...were he died a short time later! But he was in really bad shape. When I was in the room before we sent him out I thought he was already gone...even though his vitals said otherwise! I did say a little prayer for him also!

The day gets worse because I had ER for all 12 hours and it was crazy busy all day...it was so full down there that they had patients in the hall all day even major patients. Major patients is just what it means they have a major thing going on!! Every time I was called down there I was down there for a minimum of 1 hour. I was supposed to leave at 630pm and did not get out of the ER until 630 so I gave report and left at 700pm...it was crazy!

My crazy weekend!!! (very long)

Okay so my weekend was awesome!!!

On Thursday we noticed the drain was clogged again...yuck. It got to the carpet down there so that will have to come up...so we called the plumber and he can't get out until Monday. So we do some praying on what to do. We have the missionaries over on Friday after I get off work to share a few words and our conversion story. As they leave they ask if they could pray for anything for us...jokingly I say our drain. Well they prayed for it in their leaving/closing prayer.

On Saturday we go shopping to get some supplies for my signs...and eat at the Burger King out side the store...the kids play a bit and we all have fun...we actually go to the store to shop and I get my foam board for the signs and a few more things needed.

We told the kids we are going to go sledding...yippie!!! Well we leave the store and we are getting a HUGE snow storm...so I look at my weather channel app on my phone and it states we are going to get 1 to 1.5 inches an hour and it will last until 8pm with 2-4 inches total accumulation...now I suck at math but even I can figure out that this does not add up...we end up getting about 5-6 in our area...not to bad!! Well the snow lets up some and we decide we are still going sledding. Trying to make the best of our time and our worries of the drain...we have a hill in a city a few miles away that everyone uses. We head on over and head up the hill. Rachele, Kenny and I go first...well we catch some air and I land on my tail bone...ouch!! This happens three times on the same ride!!! So we head back up and Lee goes down with Rachele. Not an evenful ride...They get back up the hill and Kenny and I go again. This is when I remember why I quit sledding...the climb back up the hill!!! Well the kids decide they are done...but we talk them into one last run with all of us...It was awesome...I just wish we had been at the top still...we came down a bit to make the kids go! On the way back to the car Kenny says I swing? So they stop to swing for a minute and then we head home. We grab a Pizza! Pizza! deal from Little Ceasers...we decide that it was best not to create more dishes since the drain will not go down.

So it was fast Sunday and Lee is sick and I forgot so we did not do a true fast but we pray for the help we need to figure all this out, should me move and lose the house, should we try to do the big fix on the drain, and so on!!! Well we going a little slow this morning but we make it to church before sacrament!! I prayed and Lee prayed and the kids pestered...but hey they are kids!! We come home from church and the drain is clear!!! I do have to add that Lee poured this drain clear stuff that says it will work or its free!!! But I don't think thats what did it...Lee has been doing awesome at paying his tithes...me not so much but I told Lee that this weeks pay I was going to make sure I caught up on my tithes not matter how tight the money was!!! And I'm sticking to it!!! So my thoughts on this whole thing...with prayer and the Lord all things are possible. Being human one would say that the drain stuff worked and thats all it was but how else do you explain that it did not clear until after church and after I said I was going to catch up on tithes!!!???

Roberts Crafts giveaway...

http://blog.robertscrafts.com/2011/02/freebie-friday-garden-party.html

Check them out...nice and springy for those of us in a deep freeze!!!

Bags...

I can't get the photo to upload but for those of you that are on FB you seen my two little paper bags I made with my cricut...

I have been trying to figure out how to package the loose letters for those not wanting them mounted so the thought came to me to make those paper bags and put them in there!

I have all the card stock from stampin up and really never use it so why not put it to use...right? Plus I can get card stock locally and replenish my bags or what ever it is I want to do...

I so love this!!! I wish I would have come up with this idea a year ago...if it takes off I might need to make a new blog just for it!!!

Snow Day...

My plan for the day...

Make valentine's day cards with Rachele...yes I said make!!!

Play outside...with the kids of course...

Hope for Lee to be off work all day even though we could use the money!!!

Pray for Rachele's fever to go away...so Kenny will stop saying who will play with me!!

Fix dinner, get laundry done, and clean.

Plus work on my signs cuz while i was half asleep I had an idea to show people what it looks like on a window...

and I have to do something for work...

Roberts Crafts...

http://blog.robertscrafts.com/2011/01/bonus-giveaway-bo-bunny.html

Look at all the fun you could have with this!!!

My craft...

As I have stated on FB I am going to make signs at ham fests in the midwest...at least as many as I can get to. I have a picture posted on FB on what they will look like...almost. I still have some "tweaking" but they are cool. Andrea came up with a cool name...which has escaped me at the moment...but its a play on my name. I'll have to look it up on FB. My dad has offered me some other ideas to do too so I'll have more things to talk about here soon...Feb 20th is the 1st on. Yes I know its a Sunday but I have to check to see if its worth doing. If it is once I get things going I can have my sister and dad do the ones on Sunday's and that solves that problem!!!

Also for those who don't know ham fests are swap meets for ham radio clubs...it offers a wide variety of different things from radio stuff to books to t-shirts and so on!! I'm so geeked about this!!! Can you tell. Don't forget to check out the freebie stuff from Roberts Crafts!!

freebie friday...

Roberts crafts is at it again...check out the free stuff!!

http://blog.robertscrafts.com/

I really need to do a shopping trip to Utah...it would not be economical though!!

giveaway freenzie...

We are so excited to show you our three newest collections being released at CHA this weekend. We're going to show you the yummy papers and a small sampling of the embellishments. But you can view the entire collections on our website under each collection logo. But wait...we love to give away freebies...keep scrolling down!


http://www.imaginisceblog.com/  Just follow this link and check out the other awesome give aways!!

another giveaway...

Roberts crafts is having another give away...

http://blog.robertscrafts.com/

Follow the link to check it out....

I so wish i lived in Utah...maybe one day I could visit and make a day for shopping...

so i'm not feeling it today...

I'm just not feeling it...

Kids not being very helpful...

Lee being a guy...

I did enjoy a song at church...I think I'm going to make it my montra...did I spell that right? oh well I'm just not feeling it!!!

Roberts Crafts giveaway...

It's Freebie Friday, once again! I pretty much love anything that DCWV™ comes out with and let's face it, who doesn't? ;) This week we're giving away TWO DCWV™ paper stacks, The Colorful Life and The Natural Stack. Along with the Rock Princess Cricut Cartridge!








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Craft update...

So I got some prices on my ideas...once I get the ball rolling I will share the idea.

I am going to check out Hobby Lobby later this week to see what they have for prices.

I was so excited when we got one here...I hope we get some of the other places that FW has like Chick-fil-A. I so want one of those sandwichs!!!

Craft idea....

I'm not giving details but between myself, my dad and sister we are going to rock!!!

I'm not sharing because I do not want others to take my idea...

However, I will share this...it has to do with ham radio stuff and going to hamfests in MI and OH...maybe even IN!!! We will see!!! I just had to share something because I am going to craft...I can't wait!!!

2011...

So here it is 2011...

I will do a post on my goals for the year soon.

I do want to share a picture of my under the stairs storage that we cleared out tonight...we had a box and two totes under there waiting to be unpacked.

under my diningroom stairs...still needs work!

So we are making some progress...