I have stress...

So today has been one of those days you just want to cry and let it all out...

My dad was admitted to the hospital on Saturday night for chest tightness...on Sunday they do a stress test and echo to see whats going on...they discover he has at least 3 clogged arteries and old damage (which means he has had a heart attack)...so today the Cardiologist decide that he needs a cath done and most likely heart bypass based off the pictures...so the cath him and they see 5 yes 5 clogged arteries. Enter the stress...

I'm at work getting this info from texts messages from my sister...I find my boss and let him know what is going on with my family because this is big (at least to me). I ask if I find coverage can I leave to be with my dad...I was told yes...I find coverage so I think I'm good. Well one of my co workers gets mad that I'm leaving and she isn't because she signed up to leave...First of all I have a family issue going on Second I found coverage for my shift its not like I'm just leaving. Ok well after getting called into the office for not looking in the book to see who wants to go home and get a lecture...I break down and call my sister (as I get all emotional again, darn hormones) she calms me down and I go above my immediate boss...I explain my side and was told hey you were both correct and wrong...I found coverage and would not have left had I not found it...she just wanted to not be at work anymore. Well I found out more info and its eating at me because I had to defend wanting to be with my dad in his time of need!!! Why is that wrong? I should not have to defend a family issue and leaving work if I found coverage!!!

Ok I'm done venting!!! Thanks for reading!!

I'm lost...

Ok not realy lost but confused...I can get on blogger from my old laptop but not my new one...I keep getting an error message when I try to go to the dashboard!!! Anyone have ideas? Please help!!!

Blogger has done it again....

They upgraded now I can get to my blog via my laptop...I think they need to switch back...

And the verdict is....

It's a GIRL....Rachele is happy Kenny is bummed...I'll see if I can attach the photo of the ultrasound...

I got news...

We don't know what the baby is yet that's Monday...

But when I went to the Dr yesterday he decided to take a peek at my insides...lol...and found the source of the bleeding...I have cells that are supposed to be on the inside on the outside...he put this really gooey cream on it to make it stop and that should fix it...finally some answers...so the little streaks from the beginning and the blood clot from Sunday is from that.

Heartbeat is 140...moving all over...according to the Dr the ultrasound I get Monday will be so in depth its scary...they can see anything and everything...even around my placenta that's in front!!

First ER trip...

This morning while getting ready for work I dropped a blood clot...it was the size of a dime...and I had nothing after not even pink...so in my panic I call into work and call the OB...she say well just to make sure go to ther ER because policy is that if your under 20 weeks you go to the ER...

We got to see a very active baby...a strong heartbeat and a very large looking placenta right up front...hoping this doesn't mean we don't get very good images of the baby at my ultrasound...

I have to call my OB office in the morning...I'm going to guess that because I have an appointment on Friday that they will say just come in then unless things change...I could be wrong...

I have been resting most of the day...I feel great...I just got a blessing from Lee and one of the members of the bishopric...he is one of the presidents but I never remember if its first or second...

Hope all are well in blog land!!!

Oh and we are thinking of changing the girls name...What do you guys think of Stevie for a girls name?

A few things...

So Lee has been bragging to everyone who will listen...lol...that he helped Tyler with his AC needs without leaving his house...I'm very proud of him myself and its cool that he can help people in need especially to save them money...

I'm on pins and needles waiting for my ultrasound...I'm 17 weeks today...I did the math before and told someone or even on here that I would be almost 21 weeks when I got it but I'll actually be almost 19 weeks...oops...good thing Lee does the math for the bills...I thin I just counted the weeks wrong...obviously!!!

The baby seems to get really active when Kenny is around...must like his/her big brother...